I've realized that I'm just one big screw-up. I don't really know what to say in defense of my recent actions. I have hurt a lot of people in the past month and I'm sincerely sorry to anyone who was caught in the wake of my emotional outbursts.

I need to start figuring out stuff on my own...make sure I'm not dependent on other people to make me happy, even if I am depending on a pill. My sleep schedule is so off that I'm not functioning well and I keep waking up feeling really sick. I've had 2 migrains in the last week.

My priorities are all out of order...school needs to come first and I have a hard time concentrating on it.