Finally dealing with this shit...

I'm finally to a point where I can either break down or deal with shit. No one can help me with it. I have to do it on my own. I can honestly say that I'm not terrified of it for the first time in over a year and a half. I know it's going to be tough, but I'm okay with that. I can handle the fact that I have shit to deal with and I shouldn't be in a romantic relationship or attempting to dump it on all my friends. I know that I will be much more in tune with myself than I am now and hopefully I will be more content with who I am without needing someone by my side constantly to validate myself.

Finally...I'm actually going to deal with myself.