Obviously if I'm inflicting pain it must mean that I'm doing so maliciously with no feeling of pain myself. There's nothing to say and nothing to do except to move forward. "We'll both forget the breeze, most of the time." Whenever thoughts arise, I hope they're not negative, but that's just a hope. "It's not that we're scared, it's just that it's delicate."

So why'd you fill my sorrows
With the words you borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why'd you sing alleluia
If it means nothing to ya
Why'd you sing with me at all

We might live,
like never before.
There's nothing to give.
But how can we ask for more?

Stones taught me to fly.
Love, it taught me to lie.
Life, it taught me to die.
So, it's not hard to fall
when youfloat like a cannonball.

Stones taught me to fly.
Love taught me to cry.
So come on courage
teach me to be shy
'cause it's not hard to fall
It's not hard to fall
It's not hard to grow
and you know that you just don't know.

I give up. There's no hero, no knight in shining armor and there will never be one.

Silent night, broken night
All is fallen when you take your flight
I found some hate for you just for show
You found some love for me, thinking I'd go
Don't keep me from crying to sleep
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, moonlit night
Nothing's changed, nothing is right
I should be stronger than weeping alone
You should be weaker than sending me home
I can't stop you fighting to sleep
Sleep in heavenly peace

How Could This Happen to Me
by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I’ve made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain
What happened and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I’ve made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me

I was listening to my iPod and a song I hadn't heard before came up. It was "It's Good to be in Love" by Frou Frou. I really liked it so I looked up the lyrics. I think they're really cool.

It's Good To Be In Love
Artist: Frou Frou

I don't know where to start
Say I’m tired or throw a party
These cucumber eyes are lying the more that I smile
about it.
And all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways
I don't like it.

It's good to be in love.
It really does suit you
Just like everything.
I'm happy you're in love,
'Cause every colour goes where you do.

I'm adoring you.
It's all good.
You're so beautiful.
I'm black and blue all over.
You're breaking my flow, how could you know what I'm saying
about it
When all of my clothes feel like somebody's old throwaways.
I don't like it

It's good to be in love.
It really does suit you
Just like everything.
I'm happy you're in love,
'Cause every colour goes where you do.

I feel so powerless
I've got to stop it somehow
oh come on, what can I do?

Why's it happening?
How's it happening without me?
Why's it happening?
How's it happening that he feels without me?

It's good to be in love.
It really does suit you
Just like everything.
I'm happy you're in love,
'Cause every colour goes where you do.

'Cause every colour goes where you do...

Yet another really good song I just discovered on my iPod:

Artist: Leona Naess
Song: Calling

Roll the carpet and pour out the wine
Treat me like its your first valentine
Cuz hunny baby youve been on my mind
Like all of us who have waited for a time

I'm calling can you hear me
The angels will steer me
To your door, feel so sure
the nite is the brightest
Who knows what I really will hear
What I really will say
What I really will feel
Who knows what you really will hear
What you really will say
What you really will feel

Wall the papers and call your friends
No longer do we have to pretend
Cuz hunny baby youve been on my mind
Like all of us who have waited for a time

I'm calling can you hear me
The angels will steer me
To your door, feel so sure
The nite is the brightest
Who knows what I really will hear
What I really will say
What I really will feel
Who knows what you really will hear
What you really will say
What you really will feel

Quicken your beating drums and
Draw me some wildfires

I'm calling can you hear me
The angels will steer me
To your door, feel so sure
The nite is the brightest
Who knows what I really will hear
What I really will say
What I really will feel
Who knows what you really will hear
What you really will say
What you really will feel
(Repeat 3x)

I'm calling can you hear me
The angels will steer me
To your door, feel so sure
The nite is the brightest.

I know it's been a long time since I've posted, so I figured I should at least add a song that's been on my playlist for the last week. It's just a good song and I've learned the truth in the lyrics. Only time will tell how things will work out, but they always do.

"All Will Be Well"
by The Gabe Dixon Band

The new day dawns
And I am practicing my purpose once again
It is fresh and it is fruitful if I win
But if I lose
Ooh, I don’t know.
I’ll be tired but I will turn and I will go
Only guessing till I get there then I’ll know
Oh, I will know

All the children walking home past the factories
Can see the light that’s shining in my window as I write this song to you
And all the cars running fast along the interstate
Can feel the love that radiates, illuminating what I know is true

All will be well
Even after all the promises you’ve broken to yourself
All will be well
You can ask me how but only time will tell

The winter’s cold
But the snow still lightly settles on the trees
And a mess is still a moment I can seize until I know
That all will be well
Even though sometimes this is hard to tell
And the fight is just as frustrating as hell
All will be well

All the children walking home past the factories
Can see the light that’s shining in my window as I write this song to you
And all the cars running fast along the interstate
Can feel the love that radiates, illuminating what I know is true

All will be well
Even after all the promises you’ve broken to yourself
All will be well
You can ask me how but only time will tell

Keep it up and don’t give up and chase your dreams
And you will find
All in time

All the children walking home past the factories
Can see the light that’s shining in my window as I write this song to you
And all the cars running fast along the interstate
Can feel the love that radiates, illuminating what I know is true

All will be well
Even after all the promises you’ve broken to yourself
All will be well
You can ask me how but only time will tell
All will be well
Even after all the promises you’ve broken to yourself
All will be well
You can ask me how but only time will tell.
You can ask me how but only time will tell.